ThE wOrLd Of YaNg

Back Again..........

2005-06-14T08:41:00.000+08:00

Juz realised i haf not being blogging for quite sometime :) Hmm was quite busy wit my own comapny work and sch subj registration...Fortunately, all were smoothly completed and i am waitin to end my IA soon lo...counting down to 3 MORE days! Hurray! At least i still haf a month to relax and play b4 my sch starts in the 3rd week of July...Went to cut my hair last saturday too..the hairdresser gif mi a new look hee..i quite like it cos is short n cooling...May juz leave the hair to grow till Sept then go back to the salon to dye my hair to prepare for my sis weding day hee...got to save up abit of money to make a new specs too...everything is abt money..so sianz...y cant everything be FOC??Then i dun need to headache...Okie time to start work if not later cant finish hee...

Are We Meant To Be????

2005-06-02T11:01:00.000+08:00

Hey Sansan thks for yur concern...juz to let u know i am fine...hmm mayb for the time being i am still struggling to make a choice of whether to cont tis relationship or to break up...I am like u so soft-hearted when it comes to relationships...mayb wat u say is true i really luv her alot alot...On the other hand givin up tis relationship might juz be a relief for mi too cos i am drained of mental energy n everything seemd so hard to cont...tis few days have been tinking if i could do without her..it seems i am able to do it but will i still miss her??Most probably will bah....Becos of these it affects my work performance during my attachment...my colleagues have been askin mi y i am so lethargic this few days n i look so tired...Haiz the worse is yet to come...i did a stupid thing...i actually deleted a file while transfering some documents to my colleague...i tot everything was transfered n i deleted the file when actually there is still aonther document in it...This means I gota REDO everything again! wah kaoz!! so sucky rite...eveything doesn't seem to be smooth for mi...even when i wake up tis morning to shave , i even cut my skin...lucky only small cut if not jialat...how unlucky can i get....maybe there r more to come later who knows...now i am feelin real real tired cos din sleep last nite...drinkin coffee to keep myself awake now...

Shld i juz trust her one more time n start afresh our relationship???
Am i able to convince myself to accept what she say??
so many qns but no ans....

To Be Or Not To Be....

2005-05-30T12:48:00.000+08:00

Over the past few days i have been tinking abt my relationship with her...the truth hurts mi alot alot alot n my heart is totally dead...i was tinking to have a talk wit her after her exams but yest over some minor stuffs we quarrelled again n i told her i wanna break up with her...i know it was not on impulse n i was perfectly clear wat i was doing...this few days i was totally drained out tinking of the happy moments that both of us shared, how much i loved her but still i have to make a decision fast cos draggin on will only hurt both of us more...it will hurt mi the most but i tried to minimise the hurt i caused her..To break up is not due to her fault but the both of us...all along i tot we were compatible tryin to compromise her watever she wans, showering her with gifts n buyin the food she liked...BUT the most impt element in a realtionship is communication...this problem has been resurfaced over n over again...i have tried my best but i know it is not gng to work out...To mi i dun share the "closeness" or i shld say "the feel" when i am with her...let alone feel her heart...though we have been together for ard 2 yrs, the feeling was not there already...i even told her she was seeing someone else outside n even told her i saw the msg on her phone...Wat saddens mi was tat she actually deny she was seein someone else...but i expected tat ans frm her so it does not surprise mi at all when i heard her reply...she kept assuring mi she wasn't seein anyone but in my heart i know tat wasn't the truth...No matter how assure mi i told her i cannot convince myself...when i cant convince myself how am i gng to face her??She say no matter wat she will not break up wit mi and will try her best to salvage the relationship...If this goes on i will get a mental breakdown.....sooner.....this few weeks my work performance was like shit...makin so many mistakes n my colleagues were askin y i was like tat....i din haf the mood to work..."Wo Hao Fan!!!!!!!!" Life juz suz......

Long long break.....

2005-05-24T14:54:00.000+08:00

After a long weekends, is finally back to work....This week seems short cos there r only 4 working days and nowi am bloggin away so u can guess how free i am :) Finally no work for mi for the time being lo...i can spend my time searchin applications for my phone as well as read up some stuffs on my final year project...time really flies n soon my attachment period will be ending and i am lookin fwd to studyin...missed the babes in sch man haa...

Hmm let mi recap what i have done during the weekends....sat was quite a shack day for mi cos morning went down NTU wit my friend to meet our FYP (Fianl Yr Project) supervisor. He had some stuffs to brief us wat to read up for our project and start makin preparations b4 the sch starts nxt july...there will be lots of readings to do man..so sianz sianz sianz.....but no choice cos this project gonna affect us greatly which honours i will be getting..tinkin of tis n my gf nxt sem 6 essays....i am gonna faint man...so stressed....dunno to cont helpin her or wat....if dun help she will be unhappy but if i help it will bound to be affectin my studies.... i am in a dilemma...nvm kick tis aside for the time being...after meetin my prof i went to play squash with my frien then went down to collect video tape frm another frien at sembawang...now u know y i was so tired tat day...but theres more to come...after reachin hme my ger msg mi askin mi to have dinner with her...she sounded quite sianz so in the end i agreed to meet her to try cheer her up...we went to eat dim sum at kovan there...not much ppl eatin there when we reached cos is raining...then we went kovan cold storage bought the ingredients for makin tiramisus since i am gng over the nxt day to learn frm her. hmm afterall makin tiramisus is not tat difficult but requires yur skills n practice...of course the ingredients are ex man...one container of cheese cost mi 13+ liao plus other ingredients total to near 30....this is a real expensive lesson for mi but guess is worth it cos she din know i will be makin a tiramisus bday cake for her on her bday in July...hopefully tat would be a good surprise to her :)

At times i am wonderimg if all the efforts i put in is worth or not...will she appreciate wat i have done for her?? Will she be touched?? will she take mi for granted?? All these remains ???? to mi....Should i follow my heart or shld i follow my head wat's it tellin mi to do??? i maybe a good bf but to her i still lacks alot more...we have communication prob most of the times n we tink differently...Once she told mi i am not matured enough and she says she was matured in her tinking than mi...In my mind i was contemplating "If u r matured enough, y would u fall in luv wit a married man who had a son already?" Given tis reason will be enough for mi to break up wit u but i din cos i still believe one day i can win yur heart over him but as time passes i am gettin more n more tired...almost throwin in the white towel but my heart tells mi :" u got to preserve on..u have come tis far n there's is no turning back for u cos u luv her too much" i dun cry but my heart crys...Guess is fate tat god brings mi n her together n make mi go thr all tis undulating n rocky journey...testin my perservance n endurance...how long can i hold out i dun know...i will juz keep gng till one day when my heart hardens...This will mean i have totally given up all the hopes on her...she is someone who's tots and feelings is so hard to fathom n only "He" can pacify her when she is down n not MI...eveytime when his msg came she will smile while replyin him back...guess i am juz a failure afterall...being only a substitute n calls on mi when i am needed....tats y being single is still the best!

Back Again.....

2005-05-20T08:43:00.000+08:00

After missing for a few days, i am back to blogging again...it seems to me i have never-endin stuffs to do though i finished my attachment report...i was wondering y my life is forever so busy wit stuffs and i hardly can take a break or short rest...no matter how hard i tried to finish my work there is always more n more to come...But come to tink of it....having a gf really take up alot of my time....no more freedom of my own n i cant do things as i wish already...all the attention ws focused on HER n nobody else...even my friens said i have become so distant frm them which also admit was the truth....I dunno y i became like tat...maybe i luv her too much till i can sacrifice anything juz for her...But will she appreciate all those efforts tat i have put in?? Do i have a place in her heart?? I know she dun luv mi as much as i do and i can feel it in my heart...most of the time when we were out together hmm juz couldn't feel the closeness between us though we haf been together for 1 year and 9 mths...reachin my 2 year anniversary soon wor...2 years isn't a short period nor a long one..mayb juz enough for mi to know her better n find out our preferences...In her heart i am not the first ONE whom she will tink of...dun ask mi y....cos i dun wish to ans this qn...i juz wanna keep it in my deepest deepest bottoom of my heart where no one can find the ans...this will be kept in mi forever...if u ask mi whether things will work out in future i will say is a BIG ????

At times really envy my friens' gfs....they are so sweet to their bfs n y cant mine be juz like them...but i can take consolation tat some of my female friens sayin y their bfs cant be as considerate as mi hehe...at least some compliment frm them :) Life is always so unpredictablen the road ahead of us is not always so smooth...there r bound to be ups n downs and u haf to learn to cope wit any difficulties...No matter wat happen, i know there r ppl whom i can rely on when i have problems..."Thks for being there for mi"...hmm life is short so play hard n cherish yur loved ones ard u....u will never know wats gng to happen the next moment...

Stressed...Sianz...Moody.....

2005-05-12T13:34:00.000+08:00

Hmm juz found some time off my work to update my blog and it has been a week since i last wrote..alot of things happened whether is good or bad....now also dun haf the mood to write...My report is due nxt Mon and i managed to finish it 2 days ago to let my supervisor look thr...He told mi i spelt his name wrongly and i was so stunned...OOPS....but he say it jokingly hehe and ask mi to be more careful nxt time when i go out to work..."NEVER WRITE YUR SUPERIOR'S NAME WRONGLY AGAIN"....I will bear tat in mind :) at least one load off my mind...will do my last editin b4 i hand up to my NTU tutor on Mon...

There's another thing bothering mi too...dun need i say i guess u shld know wat already hor...Guys only haf 2 types of prob: one is money n the other is relationship....it seems as clock goes ticking by each sec....i am still clueless wat i shld do to improve our relationship...last Sun was mother's day n i acc her to eat with her parents and his bro at a restaurant...we din tok much during the meal n she seems cold towards mi..

while on the way hme, she tok to mi angrily y i was so quiet but i juz kept quiet n walked on...in the end i left her to walk alone and went off separately...tat day i din even msg or call her till next morning she msg me sarcastically sayin i haf become a total changed person frm wat she knew....so tat evening i went to meet her for a SHOWDOWN....haa nothin happened dun worry ...we tok over nicely and managed to settle the issue...but now still feelin abit wierd wierd when i see her...maybe i got phobia when i see her hehe...

okie think i stop here for now...need to work alreadi....take care pals

Start of a new day wit a new PHONE!!!

2005-05-05T15:07:00.000+08:00

Juz bought a new phone nokia 6260 yest...hmm come to tink of it..tis is 4 yrs since i last change my phone...long long wait n finally i decided to pamper myself hehe...is a nice n stylo phone to mi and first time usin a flip phone so it looks totally excitin to mi :) Actu tis phone considered 2nd hand cos i bought it frm a guy on the net...he posted it on the forum n i happened to read it..since the price was reasonable and furthermore it is the phone i am lookin for...i immediately went to contact him b4 someone snatches it frm mi! The phone was bought only 2 weeks by him so it is considered a good bargain to mi n somemore he dl so many nice stuffs for mi like mp3 n the ringtones....simply marvellous!! haben really explore the phone but will do tat during the weekend to figure the functions....Overall is a nice phone to have..even my colleagues says my phone looks cool man hehe...got to stop here now cos need to cont with my work...will blog again later...

Testing...1....2...3

2005-05-04T15:46:00.000+08:00

Phew...finally i am able to log in...got the wrong username and password hehe...tink i am gettin old cos my memory seems to be failing badly..even a simple stuff also cant rem now :( Hmm lookin back frm where i last blogged...is really 2 mths pls already haa...alot of things happened but juz cant log in to write or vent my frustrations...Time really flies and in a mth plus i will be ending my IA soon...there goes my pay too..though the pay is sort of less compared to our ger sansan...but it juz helps my finances abit nad ease up my troubles....later in the evening i will be getting a new nokia hp 6260...it has beeb really a long long time since i upgrade my phone n buy sth to pamper myself...Coz most of the time i am spendin on my gf :( Time to get sth for myself now if not i will regret hehe...at times i really feel like being single again at least i can buy my own stuffs and pamper myself abit or even go for overseas trips...but now eveything seems so far-fetched...i cant even learn driving cos i dun tink i can pay for the whole course so in the end i decided to wait till after i graduate nxt yr when i will start working n got extra cash to pay for the fees...Cant wait for my gf to leave spore for her further studies man cos i will be free!!!! haaaa...i duuno if i am goona miss her but i tink tat will be good for both of us?? hmm i get back to my work now lo....anyway thks sansan for yur help...even u din help much but it was u who keeps askin mi to update my blog...at least sth for u to read meanwhile while restin hehe...If i got prob wit my new hp will need u to ask yur frien hor..thks in advance!

Long time no see....

2005-03-08T12:56:00.000+08:00

I was blogging half way thr when my pc shut down by its own...Arggg...I purposely have a quick lunch so as to update my blog n now i have to retype my stuffs...So frustrating man!!!! This one week i was busy yet again so din do my updating...Hmm busy wit my work n of course accompanyin my gf...it is so tiring man...Somemore for this whole mth i will be working everyday frm Mon to Sun....Normally i only work partime on Sat but now my cousin is busy doin her FYP for her final yr in POLY so i had to stand in for her...There goes my weekends again n my gf is not happy cos i cant acc her...Haiz y cant she understand mi??? I shall begin my updatin from last weekends...

5 Sat,
Today was supposed to meet my gf for squash in the morning but in the end we din play cos last min she msged mi tat she was so tired since she stayed up late to do her studies...but i was not disappointed but i was happy cos i also dun wish to play either haa....i hasn't had a good sleep during the weekdays n now i can sleep longer y not??!! Anyway, my gf will be attendin classes at Lasalle SIA on Sat n Sun so wun be meeting her on weekends..hmm haven seen her since Thurs..will i be missin her or will she be missing mi??? I went off to work in the noon n as usual i was busy serving the customers...wanna slack abit also cannot wor...but today i discover sth...i notice one ger always come to buy bacon n ham frm mi...n without fail i will be the one serving her...so strange man...Mayb she like mi???haaa...is my wishful tinking only n somemore i not handsome so dun tink she likes mi....Mayb she juz like other aunties come to buy food on weekends so i happen to see her tats all...Tink tats all abt my SAT....lets go on to Sun.......

6, Sun
Today i will be working in the morning till evenin 6 to knock off...Maybe gng to see my gf awhile hehe...Today was quite an exciting n scaring day for mi...i had a customer who came n make a scene out of nothing...He was deaf n mute but he wanna buy ham frm mi...He showed mi a piece of paper wat he wanna buy so tat was easy but he was so fussy as he wanna smaller pieces..initially i couldn't understand wat he wans coz he was showin hand signals which makes mi totally blur...A ger frm another counter came to help mi n in the end we were helpless...i gif him a pen n paper to write down wat he wanted but he DIN know how to write...he merely drew sth on it n inisist he wanted it to wrap the ham in his way...i tried to follow his insructions but it was wrong n he started banging hard on the glass of the counter...suddenly no one dare to came close n ppl were circling ard the area to "watch the show"....The guy keeps banging the glass n doin hand signals to show his frustrations...lucky i was quite patient if not sure dun do his business...earning a few bucks frm him can make mi vomit blood...Soon the NTUC supervisor came n told mi to be patient wit him but the guy was losin his patience on mi instead...In the end my colleague frm the beef counter came to help mi....she managed to do wat the guy wans n tat ends everything....it was a huge relieve n i was thankful to her....all of sudden i was so popular in the NTUC...alot of colleagues ask mi if i was scared by such things cos i only work not long here...If the guy is cooperative enough i guess eveything shld be fine but he SUZ....tinkin of him makes mi pissed man...makin my job difficult...I went to meet my gf after work n told her abt the event...wanna share the story wit her hehe...i also bought food n her fav bubble tea for her...seein her so happy i also happy.....

I Am BaCk........

2005-03-03T08:40:00.000+08:00

Hmm it has been quite somtime since i wrote my blog....last week was pretty busy with my grandma's funeral so din log on to update my blog...This week i am gonna to be busy with work again..Thers's a prohect need to be rushed n ammended n lots of things awaiting mi to do....so sianz man....din really have a good sleep for the past few weeks but lucky din get sick...Mi goona start my work already lo...juz now my colleague walk over n saw mi writing blog instead of workin hehe...Sandra u take care of yrself k...this few days weather not veri good n u r sick...If u still not feeling well muz take medicine hor...Hope u guys n my loved ones take good care of themselves n stay cheerful :)

Back to work.......

2005-02-21T08:31:00.000+08:00

I woke up tis morning feeling tired n sleepy...dun wish to come to work but still forced myself up in the end n set off for work...Hmm actu wanna haf a good rest during the weekends but spend most of the time wit XH instead hehe....Sat morning acc my frien to Sansan' bf hse to return his pc...as usual need to wake up early once again cos Sansan needs to go to sch for some activities...Hopefully yur bf will appreciate u even more hor after u helped him with the pc stuffs hehe...After tat, i acc my frien back NTU to hand in the Industrial Attachment feedback form...Went to meet XH at bishan for lunch in the noon b4 i head to work at Thomson...We went to eat at a Chinese restaurant to make up for our Valentine's day dinner n tat cost mi a bomb wor...Anyway, if she is happy the money is worth spending but tis mth gonna be thrifty in my spending already if not really eat bread everyday kekez....

Sun morning went to play squash as usual with her at 9...another early wake up for mi again :( Since we ended our squash early, we went hme separately but i bought lunch for her since she was too tired...she's a bit lazy wor hehe...tot after gng hme i could rest for the rest of the day but she msg mi in the late evening askin mi if i wanna go town to walk cos she is bored at hme studyin for exams...Haa wanna say "NO" to her but cant bring myself to say so went to meet her instead n acc her awhile...Hmm she was so sianz tat we din tok much but still got chat abit as we walked ard...we went hme separately after tat cos she dun wanna be be back hme late again so we parted at Plaza Singapura mrt station...tat marks the end of my weekends...tired but happy :)

Weekend coming!!!!

2005-02-18T08:29:00.000+08:00

Today is the last day of the week n the feeling is so shiok cos weekends r approaching...can finally take a good rest on Sat n Sun cos past few days have not been sleepin well...somemore haben finished writin my logbook sianz....today my NTU Prof comin down to see his students but i decided to tell him i forgot to bring the logbook wit mi haa...since nxt Sat i gng back to sch, i will bring the book with mi to let hi look thr wat i have done for the past 2 mths in my company...Yest actually wanna write down the events for the past one mth at least got sth to show him but i was too tired...In the end went dozing off instead n wrote nothing kekez....and by the time i woke up it was already morning...Btw yest was Sansan first time meetin mi....we din feel too awkward tokin to each other...actu we felt comfortable tokin to each other hehe...if i crap too much yest pls pardon mi ok haa...anyway nice meetin u for the first time...i can say u r really tall n the tallest ger i have met in my life so far...not bad not bad u r still the record holder in the list of my female friens hehe...hopefully yur pc will be okie by today so tat my frien n i will go down tmr to return u...i gonna start work already so later got time go update yur blog hor then i can read hehe...Have a nice day ahead!

Work Again.....

2005-02-16T08:26:00.000+08:00

This morning weather was too shiok till i overslept hehe...if not for my sis who woke mi up i would not have make it to work on time..Thx sis! I got no time to have my breakfast at hme so brought the blueberry cake which my gf made for mi to eat in office...of course not the whole cake she only gave mi 4 slices hehe....I was still 20 min early when i reach office...haa fast rite...i so use tis time n taste the cake...WOW so nice n sweet kekez...got chance i will let my good frien,Sansan to try out hehe...then u can learn how to make for SP to eat hor...Gers shld realy learn how to cook then can tied down their husbands...duuno how true tis is???Haiz, tis morning XH(xiuhui) msg mi told mi she still weak weak while gng for work...how i wish i could be with her tat moment and acc her to work...somemore tonight wun be seein her cos gng down Sin Min there to pray...hmm tis yr for those born in the yr of rooaster,rabbit n horse, they "Fan Tai Sui" so muz go pray pray to ward off the bad luck...tats y today cant go over SP hse to repair his com n need to wait till tmr wor...so sry leh..hehe gonna make u wait another day...anyway after reading yur blog yest, i feel happy for u cos u have a good time with him n i wish more good days will come for u n him...U take care meanwhile (",)

Back To Work....

2005-02-15T09:01:00.000+08:00

Yest was my first Valentine's Day celebration wit my gf, Xiuhui...we din went for dinner nor go town to celebrate cos she was sick...after work i rush hme to get a extra present which i prepared for her though we xchange our gifts on Sunday...tis was a surprise which i wanna gif her so din told her...it was quite rush for mi cos of the journey frm my work to my hse then gotta rush to Thomson Yaohan there to buy apple strudel for her to eat hehe...since she's not feeling well n no appetite so i bought sth light n her fav food to eat...it was ard 730 after i finish buyin then straightaway rush down to Sengkang to meet her...Actually i reach there quite fast but went to the florist shop to buy flowers for her hehe...though is abit the ex but Valentine's Day is once a yr so decided to pamper her abit n make her happy...in the end drag it till nearly nine then finally put the present n flowers together in a paper bag n i tape it up so she dun know wats inside haa....since she was sick we juz took a short walk ard at compasspt then bought Mr Bean to drink together...She look so pale when i hold her close to mi...haiz poor darling...how i wish i could relieve her sufferings....the nite ended wit mi givin a kiss on her cheek after leaving her hse...Hmm simple celebration but the feeling is quite sweet (",)....so now gonna listen to my good frien Sansan how her Valentine's Day celebration went yest....hurry update yur blog wor.....

So Sianz......

2005-02-14T08:20:00.000+08:00

Today is Monday blues for mi...feeling so sianz coming back to work after such a long CNY break...and there r piles of work waiting for mi to do man...arrggg....sianz sianz sianz.....ok tats enough of my complains...gonna update the blog for last 2 days event lo..

Hmm Sat juz went to play to squash wit my gf, play badly n got thrashed by her but this is usually the case when i play with her haa...on good days i may even win her but tat day juz no mood to play so play extremely bad...lucky she din notice hehe if not sure throw tantrums at mi again...after tat acc her to clementi bookstore to buy her txtbooks for her nxt sem studies then haf our lunch there...she was so tired that she slept all the way on the bus from clementi to sengkang on the way hme...then i juz watch her sleepin expression while she was sleepin...actu when one is sleepin she can be quite cute too hehe...after sendin her hme i also went hme feeling tired n this ends our meetin for the day...

As for yest, i went to her hse for steamboat dinner with her parents n her baby sitter who took care of her when my gf was veri young...during the dinner her babysitter keep telling mi not to bully my gf, xiuhui cos she was their "bao bei" is not they will hunt mi down haa...i tink i got bullied by her than i bully her...i chat with her parents too n get along quite well on our second meeting...drank beer wit her dad too haa but din drank much cos after dinner we got to catch movie...u guess wat we watched?? Its "Seoul Raiders"!!!!!! hmm she told mi she would like to watch again so i bought the tickets before i went her hse tat day...Yest was also our first advanced valentine day celebration though we din eat out ...i told her we will go for dinner another time since yest her parents invited mi for dinner at her hse...anyway haben told u wat she bought for mi hor? she bought mi a Royce chocolate from taka n a display item from sweet memories at taka too...she also wrote mi a card for the first time! quite surprise too hehe...everything was great except she felt abit sick after the movie...she got sore throat n slight flu...we took cab hme after tat so she can go hme rest earlier...haiz baby u muz recover soon okie...

Anyway, today is valentine's day! i wish everyone who is attached or non-attached to spend tis very special day with their loved ones!! n also to u my good frien Sandra! Hope u haf a great time with yur dearie, SP! mUz update mi of yur val day celebration n share wit mi yur happiness hehe :)

The 2 Great Days Of CNY!

2005-02-11T08:22:00.000+08:00

Hmm today is already the third day of CNY n yet i haf to go back office to work...so sianz..now i am alone in office and there's noty a single soul here! so i juz use tis time to write down the events i had for tis 2 days...

On the first day of CNY, my family went to my mother's side relatives hses to bai nian...and our destination was my fourth aunt's hse..all of us went there for a big gathering hehe...her hse was so cramped tat the whole hse was heated up man...even switichin on the fans i still feel so stuffy..so u can guess how warm it was haa...i spent the whole day there n went off in the evening to meet my "Baby" at Plaza Singapura to catch Seoul Raiders...i went one hr early to meet her so tat we can have some private time of our own heee...She was wearing the white skirt i bought for her..WOW she looks so pretty, beautiful, chio, gorgeous, fantastic!!!!! my eyes nearly dropped haa...The movie was pretty humerous and action-packed but it was a short show which lasted 1/1/2 hrs...not too bad after all...after the movie i send her hme tat ends my day of activity...

On the second day was my BIG day coz i am meetin her parents for lunch at her hse..wah so stressed man haa..meetin them for the veri first time! went over to fetch her at her condo n went over her parents' hse at hougang...her bro n gf were there wating for us hee..we abit late wor..we had fried bee hoon, roast duck n chicken for lunch...n also drank dessert prepared by her mum...din tok much wit her parents cos they juz ask mi eat more haa..but her mum did chit chat wit mi after lunch to find out more abt mi...this sat gng over to her hse again for steamboat so can catch up wit them again....after lunch we set off to her relatives hse to bai nian...they intro mi to their relatives...i was so paiseh man haa....in the late afternoon she came over to my hse to bai nian n we ate steamboat for our dinnner wit my family...at nite she followed my family go my relatives hse to bai nian...after which i took cab to send her hme cos she was pretty tired already n i wanna let her go hme rest earlier...so sweet of mi rite haaa...hmm tat ends my day 2 wit her...quite eventful afterall though tired...Now lookin fwd to Val day celebration tis Sun wor...hope to have a great great time wit my darling (",)

iS cNy EvE!!!!!

2005-02-08T09:04:00.000+08:00

Finally i created a blog for myself and is all credit to a ger called Sandra!! Thks for everything ger hehe...if it is not u i dun tink i will start a blog...mi now in office nothin to do so decided to pen down my tots...today my office is so quiet cos most of my colleagues took leave..too bad i am juz an attachment student so dun haf the previledge to take leave so gotta stay till 12 then can knock off...but i intend to leave at 11 haa...try to eat snake kekez...later will be quite busy cos need to rush down to amk to get a sports nike t-shirt for my gf as a valentine's day gift...yest went down to suntec but they din sell....kaoz waste my trip down..tink my memory is falling badly...the other time i went i rem haf but yest i make a trip down to find tat there wasn't any :( so disappointing....hopefully the shop got open at amk then i can do last min shopping if not gonna wait till fri then can buy...today is also a big day for mi cos i am meeting my gf's parents for the first time! so stressed man haa...after being wit her for one n five mths plus finally the day to meet her parents has arrived...but wun be having dinner wit them cos i am eatin reunion dinner wit my family...after meetin her parents will mean tat i haf more responsibility in this relationship...duuno whether tis is good or bad...now cant be bothered to tink so much...will juz take a step at a time n let nature takes its course...Anyway enough of my story for the day lo...I juz wanna wish everyone including my friens n family to have a great CNY this yr and good health of course...Sandra u too cheer up ya..i know u yest was in a foul mood cos of yur bf...dun let tat affect u k...look fwd to some happy stuffs and be happy..gers dun look good when u r unhappy hehe...i will keep u updated of my meeting with my gf's parents (",)